addicted...ugh!

I wish I had not ever told my brother about tokio hotel! [my lil' diabolic brother]. Well the result wasn't like what happened to my older brother[so this is another story]. I developed my own idiotic attitude when I was, like, 9. I don't have much money to buy myself my own clothes so I get his clothes, dye it in a darker color or keep it as it is[and it didn't turned out bad, honestly]. He was like so hiphop, and he loved the bling. But later on, he adapted my style and he was goth-like or sort of. Anyway, so what the hell is the connection with tokio hotel?! Nobody cares what I want, what songs I listen to. And now, this band killed the hell out of me. I'm just so impressed[even, like, I don't understand german] . Then this curious little diabolic creature[yeap, my kid bro] sneaked out and listened to them as well[my kid bro is a hipper, too]. And he liked them[but it did not end on that...] he was so obsessed with bill kaulitz that he actually borrows my clothes, my belts, my stuff and he styles just like bill[and now I created a MONSTER!!] It was alright for me when it first happened and I don't care whatever he does. But later, I grew so sick and tired of him being such an imitator{and he says so much stuff to neighbors about TH, and like, duh, they don't know them.] and he was a little bit disturbing[I mean, not just little...]. He was having so much paranoia that I actually say mean things about Bill to scare the bad spirits out of him. I like Bill as well, so much. But I'm not so crazy about him.[like, duh.] Even my lil' bro's hair is scaring me. He doesn't like to cut it[and its growing so long already, and it sucks.] Ugh, what a life! Next time I would be much more careful and keep stuff myself.

Internet FAKERS!!

The internet is 25%real and believed facts, 25% real but doubtful facts, 25% opinions, and 25% fake stuff. That's just my own breakdown, but in some extent[maybe] it has a point. You see, the i-net is mostly doubtful and it can be a bad source. Well anyway, i want to talk about FAKERS. Yeap, celeb fakers. Photoshop experts, and impressive impersonators[not in comic, i mean seriously].
These people who spend time on this seemingly lousy, stupid stuff are crazy. They could be big fans who likes to live the fame of their idols. But to think of it, this fame is not the fame you want. Living on someone else shadows? this is just an illusion of fame created by your mind and the minds you fooled. You know your idol hates fakers [duh, like, somebody wants to have one]. Would you want to be hated? Or yet, some of them could be jealous people who want to make bad stories about these people. But why would you live under the name of somebody you are supposed to hate? And the time you spent for this seemingly useless stuff could've been spent on worthwhile things. Things better than lying to the world! My point is that you are fooling many minds, and your mind is one of them. But anyway, its your life and you are free to live the way you want to. Duh, who cares? All of these are just my opinions. All I can say is wake up and live in reality, spend every second on worthwhile stuff and be confident with yourself.

trying new stuff

I'm not really a person who loves the net and journals. So anyway, its not like im outdated and I live in a cave. I'm merely just strange. I'm a numbster and I dont pay much attention with emotions. But somehow i grew tired of keeping them myself and i think i have to trash it away somewhere else. So anyway, thanks for taking your time for my trash. If you think all these I'm saying is lame, you are free to do so. I don't care whatever you think about, but in some way I am greatful you think I'm doing something with my time.